Monday, September 19, 2011

Fixed Star - Infinite

There must be some things I can’t ever do
like forgetting you
I gave you too much of my heart, so much that
it’s almost pathetic
If I could turn back time
I would do anything
Why didn’t I think of something like this sooner (why not)
These are all useless regrets
because everything is over now

Can I ever forget you
Can I get through this alone
Am I strong enough to endure this
and not put my fallen tears to waste
Can I try to smile
It will take as long as the time that’s already passed
but I

Why didn’t you erase every trace of you
So that it would be like nothing ever happened
I’m breathing, but I feel like I’m slowly dying (I think I am)
These are all useless regrets
because everything is over now

Can I ever forget you
Can I get through this alone
Am I strong enough to endure this
and not put my fallen tears to waste
Can I try to smile
It will take as long as the time that’s already passed

The memories are still piercing through me
with sympathetic eyes
My body is still thrashing in agony
Maybe I can’t do it
I can’t let you go

I wonder if your mind is the same as mine
I wonder if you’re hurting alone
I must still be worrying about you
I wonder if I’ve been erased from your mind
Erased forever
Should I just go and be erased forever?
Honestly, I think that’s what I’m afraid of more than saying goodbye

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